send someone to love me i need to rest in arms
keep me save from harm in pouring rain
give me endless summer lord i fear the cold
feel i'm getting old before my time
as my soul heals the shame
i will grow through this pain
lord i'm doing all i can
to be a better man....
The lyric above is the song that i have in my mind now. I do not have any idea of what to write here, so, just type out whatever in my mind in this moment. I have a lot of things wanna share with you guys. However, when the time come, my mind go blank. This condition is just match with my blog's name "Empty Space".
Everything is so empty and it makes me feel scare. Empty mind, empty heart, empty soul... am i too relax until i lose my feeling toward everything? or i'm too nervous until i lose myself? It seems like too hard for me or people around me to answer this question. Guess i still need to hide myself in gray mode before the answer is discovered. Okay, let's enjoy the moment in this dizzy condition!
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Everyday is a good day
So long never write anything here... feel like this blog is really gonna be an empty space. Recently is quite busy. I've started my industrial training, so my life is from an uni student and shift to an officer. These few weeks i only started to get used to it. However, another thing in my life has changed and i gonna get used to it as soon as possible.
I am forced to accept all the fact instead of waiting to see the miracle happen to me. I believe that many people think that i am still a kid. having an outlook of an adult but the mind is still like a kid. On the other hand, some of the people may perhaps think that i am mature. Thanks for those who has this thought. I guess perhaps i show different face to different people. Or perhaps, i do not have enough knowledge to support what i say so i am being categorised as a kid.
I am proud to be called as a kid, because in my defination, kid is the one that do not have anything to worry and they are always happy to live in their world. At the same time, i am glad to be said as mature, cause it's meant that my mind is matched with my age and i have successful to go through the process of being an adult. No matter what i am being called, i am pleased to experience all the happy and sad times. I would like to thanks to those who has ever bring me happiness and sadness. Without all these, i cannot have such a good and colourful life.
In my life, happiness is a bonus for me and sadness is an extra bonus to me. This is because, without all these sadness, i cannot learn a lesson in order to be thougher, to be better, and also at the same time get to change myself from the mistake. I will never regret to experience all the mistake i've so far experienced. even though it's very tough and i did suffer a lot, but with having all these, i can see myself that actually i am not that bad, i still can survive, i am becoming more and more bravery to achieve my goal.
I am proud to be myself. At this moment, i can speak out loudly that, "I am Taynee Lian Choi Bing" who is brave enough to be herself and likes to be herself. She will always put the smile on her face, and you will never know her potential to over come all the difficulty.
Everyday is a good day! let's mix the happiness and sadness in our life to make it more colourful and also meaningful!
I am forced to accept all the fact instead of waiting to see the miracle happen to me. I believe that many people think that i am still a kid. having an outlook of an adult but the mind is still like a kid. On the other hand, some of the people may perhaps think that i am mature. Thanks for those who has this thought. I guess perhaps i show different face to different people. Or perhaps, i do not have enough knowledge to support what i say so i am being categorised as a kid.
I am proud to be called as a kid, because in my defination, kid is the one that do not have anything to worry and they are always happy to live in their world. At the same time, i am glad to be said as mature, cause it's meant that my mind is matched with my age and i have successful to go through the process of being an adult. No matter what i am being called, i am pleased to experience all the happy and sad times. I would like to thanks to those who has ever bring me happiness and sadness. Without all these, i cannot have such a good and colourful life.
In my life, happiness is a bonus for me and sadness is an extra bonus to me. This is because, without all these sadness, i cannot learn a lesson in order to be thougher, to be better, and also at the same time get to change myself from the mistake. I will never regret to experience all the mistake i've so far experienced. even though it's very tough and i did suffer a lot, but with having all these, i can see myself that actually i am not that bad, i still can survive, i am becoming more and more bravery to achieve my goal.
I am proud to be myself. At this moment, i can speak out loudly that, "I am Taynee Lian Choi Bing" who is brave enough to be herself and likes to be herself. She will always put the smile on her face, and you will never know her potential to over come all the difficulty.
Everyday is a good day! let's mix the happiness and sadness in our life to make it more colourful and also meaningful!
Saturday, June 13, 2009
delicious
Yesterday i went to Midvalley and the purpose was actually wanted to catch a movie and shop. Nevertheless, due to the limitation of time, eventually we chose to shop. Around 7.30 pm our stomachs were starting to complain..Oops..it's dinner time... i chose to go "Kim Gary"(HK Style restaurant), when we were on the way to Kim Gary, we passed by a restaurant, called "delicious".
we wanted to try the food there long ago, just that every time also we end up with choosing other restaurant. Hehe, finally we made up our mind to have our dinner there. Since it's saturday and still in school holiday, the restaurant is full of people and we were needed to wait for a few minutes. Then, we were brought to the table which has 2 seats, one is sofa seat which together with a few small pillow( just like the pillows above) and another one is a normal wooden chair with cushion. Hehe, of course i took the soft soft sofa chair^.^...we ordered Carbonara and four cheese Macaroni. while waiting for the dishes, i took the photo of the eye-catching decoration in the restaurant...
It's so creative! such a great mixture.. It warm the whole restaurant~
Not more than 15min, the Carbonara was served.. the portion is quite big and it's quite delicious^.^...for the second dish, we wait for quite long and eventually found that the waiter forgot to tell us that four cheese Macaroni was sold out, so we force to order another dish which is Chocolate Brownie(heard that it's famous here).
Yummy yummy~it's not disappoint me...it's really delicious~ But...it's quite "jelak"(satiate)... Well, i think it's just nice if two people share it instead of finish the whole Brownie ourselve=.=...sharing is caring ma~hehe.. After the dinner we continue our shopping!
we wanted to try the food there long ago, just that every time also we end up with choosing other restaurant. Hehe, finally we made up our mind to have our dinner there. Since it's saturday and still in school holiday, the restaurant is full of people and we were needed to wait for a few minutes. Then, we were brought to the table which has 2 seats, one is sofa seat which together with a few small pillow( just like the pillows above) and another one is a normal wooden chair with cushion. Hehe, of course i took the soft soft sofa chair^.^...we ordered Carbonara and four cheese Macaroni. while waiting for the dishes, i took the photo of the eye-catching decoration in the restaurant...
It's so creative! such a great mixture.. It warm the whole restaurant~
Not more than 15min, the Carbonara was served.. the portion is quite big and it's quite delicious^.^...for the second dish, we wait for quite long and eventually found that the waiter forgot to tell us that four cheese Macaroni was sold out, so we force to order another dish which is Chocolate Brownie(heard that it's famous here).
Yummy yummy~it's not disappoint me...it's really delicious~ But...it's quite "jelak"(satiate)... Well, i think it's just nice if two people share it instead of finish the whole Brownie ourselve=.=...sharing is caring ma~hehe.. After the dinner we continue our shopping!
Lily Allen
Last few days i on the TV(MTV) and read newspaper as usual. Normally i'll only concentrate the news on newspaper and won't bother what song is playing. However, after played a few modern song, i heard that there is a song which is so different from the preceding. It caught me... I stopped reading and listened to the song...
After listened the whole song, i told my sister that "This old song is so nice and unique. I really like this 80th's song". Few days later, sister bought a CD album and she told me the girl who sing the song "Not Fair" is called Lily Allen. At that moment only i realised she is not 80th's singer...=.=swt.....omg..i'm so~ulu...(feel embarrassing "tim")
Hehe... this kind of silly thing is always happend to me=.=... However, seriously, I do feel this song is nice and hope that you all will like it ^.^
After listened the whole song, i told my sister that "This old song is so nice and unique. I really like this 80th's song". Few days later, sister bought a CD album and she told me the girl who sing the song "Not Fair" is called Lily Allen. At that moment only i realised she is not 80th's singer...=.=swt.....omg..i'm so~ulu...(feel embarrassing "tim")
Hehe... this kind of silly thing is always happend to me=.=... However, seriously, I do feel this song is nice and hope that you all will like it ^.^
Friday, June 5, 2009
Time to Change
Recently i found that a lot of my friends around me are either working or studying oversea. I am quite happy that they have such a good chance to explore the world as studying or working. I feel like hanging in the middle. it's because most of my friends are working now, and most of them who are still studying are now studying in foreign country. Well, i feel like i have so many restrictions.. wanna explore the world but it is not the time yet...wanna work to get to know the working life but still need to wait few more months...wanna dance...wanna sing...wanna go seaside...wanna be backpaker...wanna ....wanna..... There are so many things i wanna do yet so many restrictions. Eventually the only thing i can do is to Scream loudly!!
I think it's called "LIFE". It's a common problems for many people nowadays. So many dream yet no time or money to achieve it. I believe if we work harder to our goals we will achieve it at least one day in our life. Yea! That is what we need in our life! Set a GOAL and then keep practising and one day the ball must be kicked to the goal!! In order to achieve it, the significant step is to practise well...what does practise means? It means the process to achieve the goal or target. In the process of achieving goal we are solving the restrictions. At the same time, we gain something valueable in our life.
For me the most valueable thing we gain from the whole process is not the result but we overcome the restriction. In the process of achieving goal, we are leveling up in our life. Well, "Life is like a Caterpillar". No one know who will you be in the end of your life. Either to success in your life or to fail it, it's all based on yourself. No blaming, because, you are the one who control your life. The decision are all made from youself. No one can force you to do something. Even if there are forcing also we should have our own way to solve it. If cannot solve it and we are force to do something which we do not wish to then we are eithere try to accept it or try to solve it until success.
Sometimes, we need to tolerate so our life will be more easy to go. Most of the people have tried to be forced by others to do something that is not their will. If we really cannot avoid it , try to accept it. After have a try maybe we will feel that it's actually not as worse as we think. In the end, i believe that "Life is like a Caterpillar". No one can predict what will happen next..
I think it's called "LIFE". It's a common problems for many people nowadays. So many dream yet no time or money to achieve it. I believe if we work harder to our goals we will achieve it at least one day in our life. Yea! That is what we need in our life! Set a GOAL and then keep practising and one day the ball must be kicked to the goal!! In order to achieve it, the significant step is to practise well...what does practise means? It means the process to achieve the goal or target. In the process of achieving goal we are solving the restrictions. At the same time, we gain something valueable in our life.
For me the most valueable thing we gain from the whole process is not the result but we overcome the restriction. In the process of achieving goal, we are leveling up in our life. Well, "Life is like a Caterpillar". No one know who will you be in the end of your life. Either to success in your life or to fail it, it's all based on yourself. No blaming, because, you are the one who control your life. The decision are all made from youself. No one can force you to do something. Even if there are forcing also we should have our own way to solve it. If cannot solve it and we are force to do something which we do not wish to then we are eithere try to accept it or try to solve it until success.
Sometimes, we need to tolerate so our life will be more easy to go. Most of the people have tried to be forced by others to do something that is not their will. If we really cannot avoid it , try to accept it. After have a try maybe we will feel that it's actually not as worse as we think. In the end, i believe that "Life is like a Caterpillar". No one can predict what will happen next..
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